Tag Archives: missing

Grief, friends and Willie Nelson

With grief it’s so easy to be pulled into the negatives. There’s an unforgiving grip of hopelessness, sorrow, self-loathing, rattled confidence, and second guessing yourself. I feel like I’m going crazy because I do not feel like myself. I feel … Continue reading

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Nothing Good Gets Away

This morning I traveled to Gulfport with my mom to see my grandmother. Last year around now I went to go visit her, and I’m back again now. When I go to Gulfport it’s a very sleepy podunk town, but … Continue reading

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Why I write

George and I had a food blog. We used to poodle around NYC looking for the best of the best, good deals, good vegan options, busts, and of course home recipes. It was a hobby with both enjoyed and a … Continue reading

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Grief 2.5

It’s been almost 2.5 years since George passed and the grief that struck me today was devastating. Worst thing I’ve ever felt. These swings are brutal. It started yesterday, and late last night I had to go to bed because … Continue reading

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Got you on my mind

Im not sure what it is, but I cannot stop thinking about George. I miss him so much. And damn Facebook keeps showing me memories from years ago, and it’s like everyday I’m reminded he’s dead. I was at work … Continue reading

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