Tag Archives: California

Expectation

Note: I started this post almost a month ago and never finished. Will be choppy.   For awhile I floated through the days with little care because nothing could be worse than losing George. I lost my purpose and my … Continue reading

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Second Christmas

There are no firsts anymore. Each day is a repeat. Last year on Christmas I was in California sitting outside in the sun watching Netflix on my iPad as everyone opened gifts and spent family time together. I wanted to … Continue reading

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Golden Gate Bridge

George and I traveled to San Francisco in 2012 and it was one of the best vacations we went on. Well I’m back in the golden city and was nearly possessed to run across the golden gate bridge. As I … Continue reading

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Are people looking at me?

This trip to California is the perfect bookend to this first year of widowhood. Less then a month after George died I was out here as a walking corpse. I was embarrassed, sad, horrified with my life, and just wanted … Continue reading

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Back to California

Early on when I first started this blog I traveled to California with my family for Christmas. It was possibly the worst trip of my life. It was less than a month after George passed and I was miserable. Everytime … Continue reading

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