Tag Archives: anxiety

6 Signs of Functional Anxiety

I have high levels of anxiety and I know I do. Only the people who really know me can see it. Others see it too, but they see is as a positive aesthetic appearance. My anxiety is functional though, I … Continue reading

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Lacrosse without George

This is my fourth lacrosse season without George. Every preseason is riddled with anxiety and figuring how to deal with it. This season has been particularly difficult because there’s another sense of loss I’ve been trying to deal with. My … Continue reading

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Gaining Weight

As of late, I feel so much has been put on me. I’m as fragile as an egg-shell nowadays. I sit in my car on my way to work crying, and when I’m home, I sit in my car just … Continue reading

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Shadows chasing shadows

I can feel my grief in my muscles. The aches and tightness in my legs are constant reminders of the sadness that creeps into some of my days. I still find my release in fitness, and I grieve more some … Continue reading

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On the bus again

Woke up this morning well before my alarm went off. My anxiety always disrupts my slumber on game days. When I’m laying in bed wide awake staring at the ceiling, Bodie rests soundly next to me. Doesn’t even make a … Continue reading

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