Still widowed

For the third New Years in a row I will be sitting alone crying. Wishing for a life that will never be. Guilty for being happy about how far I’ve come. Disgusted with the state of my life, yet proud that through all the adversity I still put one foot in front of the other.

New Years is hard because each flip of the calendar is another year I don’t have George. Another year I get to march to this ongoing metronome.

another year I sit alone shedding tears for a previous life of mine.

2016, let’s see what you have in store for me.


About J.

Fitness professional, aspiring writer, college lacrosse coach, widowed at 28, currently dating an Air Force officer who is deployed and documenting the at-home dealings and updates.
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