Monthly Archives: July 2014

Can I use rope to get out of a date?

Yesterday, July 19th would have been 10 months wed to George. The day went very well, in a large part because it’s also my dads 65th birthday. How can I be sad on a birthday? I can’t so instead I … Continue reading

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Cry Day

Ever since George’s birthday I’ve been in an emotional rut. I usually experience highs and lows, but lately I’ve been experience lows and lowers. This canopy of sadness that lurks behind me hasn’t been so prominent since the immediate months … Continue reading

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I’m a deadpan

My friends have always been quick to point out my slight monotone-ness in the past and I’ve embraced it. There’s times when I’m just not very excitable when I should be and when emotion does come over me it always … Continue reading

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Everyone grieves differently

I’m home in Connecticut right now and as I mentioned in my last post it decided to not go to Ohio for George’s second memorial. When I’m here in my hometown I am a bit of a shut in. I … Continue reading

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Happy Birthday, George

Today would have been George’s 47th birthday. The lead up to this day had been very placid. I knew it was coming but I had the mindset that I would treat it like any other day. His family had organized … Continue reading

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