Lacrosse Magazine

We won our game today but my blood pressure is still not back to normal. We came together and really focused on controlling what we could. Not what we wish would go our way. After the game I had a barrage of emails and texts due to the recent story in Lacrosse Magazine.

My usual average of roughly 20 views per day on this blog has exploded. Kind of weird. Hello new readers.

One thing that comes with grief is highs as lows of emotions but never when you want them… We came back from behind to win tonight, yet I’m placid. Following the game I stayed behind and was the last one to exit the field and it was calming. It may have been from the rain subsiding or that I was alone briefly in my “office.” The girls were happy with the win, and I’m glad we get to be together for another game. I just wish my highs would emerge a little more when they are due.

George was smiling down on us today. He just wanted to see me sweat a little first.


About J.

Fitness professional, fitness & nutrition writer, widowed at 28. Writing about getting through grief through self-care, physical activity, and the ​constant feeling of being uncomfortable.
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