Un-Happy 4 months

Today would’ve marked 4 months married. I’m at a loss. I desperately want to wake up from this nightmare and be myself again and be happy. But my life as a knew it no longer exists. I need to figure out how to be me in this new setting and find happiness under these circumstances. Keep rolling that boulder up the hill… It’s going to be a long goddamn time.

George, you left this earth with so much love, and when it flipped inside out, it burrowed deep inside my soul and left a gaping wound where I can’t stanch the flow of blood. You were my life. You made me whole. Love you always.


About J.

Fitness professional, fitness & nutrition writer, widowed at 28. Writing about getting through grief through self-care, physical activity, and the ​constant feeling of being uncomfortable.
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1 Response to Un-Happy 4 months

  1. I am so sorry.

    ~ Darling

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