Un-Happy 4 months

Today would’ve marked 4 months married. I’m at a loss. I desperately want to wake up from this nightmare and be myself again and be happy. But my life as a knew it no longer exists. I need to figure out how to be me in this new setting and find happiness under these circumstances. Keep rolling that boulder up the hill… It’s going to be a long goddamn time.

George, you left this earth with so much love, and when it flipped inside out, it burrowed deep inside my soul and left a gaping wound where I can’t stanch the flow of blood. You were my life. You made me whole. Love you always.

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About J.

Fitness professional, aspiring writer, college lacrosse coach, widowed at 28, currently dating an Air Force officer who is deployed and documenting the at-home dealings and updates.
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One Response to Un-Happy 4 months

  1. I am so sorry.

    ~ Darling

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