So for years I’ve had reoccurring dreams of being in a car accident. I would always recite to George these dreams as they came, and in a dramatic fashion scowl that I would die in a horrific car accident. Well last night I had another one of these dreams in a car accident and this time, I was just crying in the dream. I wonder if I was crying in my sleep… But this car accident was much different than the previous ones.
In the dreams prior to this one, I would always be in a rush to pick George up from the train station. In my rush, I would be driving so fast and would eventually take a wrong turn and drive my car off the highway (like the highway was actually a ramp) and would be plummeting into water or into another freeway hundreds of feet down.
Last nights dreams was weird, because I again was rushed but instead of driving off the highway I just crashed into a bunch of things and started crying in my car. In my dream I realized George wasn’t around and when I got a mystery bill to fix my car, it was $8,889 and I kept saying I couldn’t afford that. I have no idea what this could possibly mean, but it made me think if all these dreams are some how connected. I have been extremely stressed out with tying up George unsettled bills so I think that’s where the money comes into play. With driving off cliffs, I wonder if it was a foreshadow of what was to come and I was too self-centered to ever see the bigger picture, and now I am continually falling and at some point the crash is going to come. I just don’t know when.
Another weird thing happened today with dealing with a dream. There was a situation in my dream and when I went to see Wolf of Wall Street tonight they talked about the situation… It was NOT IN ANY OF THE TRAILERS or PREVIEWS. Nor did I ever read the story of Jordan Bellfort. So eerie, kind of like the rocking chair story from a few days ago. I think George was with me in the movie theatre tonight. I was supposed to go see that movie. Martin Scorsese films aren’t really to my taste, but my friend said it was getting the best reviews and I was just really excited to get out of the house. The way things play out in dreams, it just really makes me wonder if there’s a deeper meaning to them all.