Monthly Archives: December 2013

Tabula Rasa

Without sounding like a broken record, which I can only imagine so many New Years Eve posts are, tomorrow marks a new year. A time for new beginnings and a time to reinvent ones self. Well, I am not ready … Continue reading

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The shoes say it all

Once again I was completely numb today. No highs or lows. I’ve been finding myself “leaking” from the eyes. Wasn’t there a movie when the protagonist was crying and he goes “my eyes are leaking”? I say leaking because I’m … Continue reading

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On the range

When the Roman Catholics developed the thought of purgatory, I think they were referring to grief. This state of mind and being is barely manageable. You just float through time some days feeling like utter chaos and others just not … Continue reading

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Ready or not

For the last few weeks I had been anticipating my trip to California and how my feelings would be on the other side of the country. It really consumed most of my thoughts and imagination when I played out situational … Continue reading

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Lucky cat

After spending 6 days on the west coast I’m thrilled to be back in the tundra of the northeast. On the flight I remembered this really random memory of George that brought warmth to my chest that quickly sprinted toward … Continue reading

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